Tag: Personal

G.L.A.M.S Euro Tour 2017 is now officially over
Here is this strange feeling again
I can’t believe it’s already over for this year
It seems the first show in Lille was just last week
I’m feeling happy and relieved
But also empty and sad
It’s the strangest feeling ever !
I always feel like this after the end of their tours but it’s stronger this time
I saw them yesterday and I’m already missing him
I spent some of the best times of my life during this tour
I had special memories, special moments, special “things”
I realized many things and learned a lot
I don’t care about what people can say or think
I will always be there as long as he will
I follow him for 10 years now and I don’t plan to stop
So… Say what you want
I will wear what I want, I will say what I want and I won’t change my way of life
Everything was perfect even when it was not
Thank you for your kindness, your patience, your smiles, your love
Thank you for all the laughs, all the dances
Thank you for these amazing shows and these perfect “after”
Thank you for making me forget all my problems
He always erase everything
I won’t let anyone tell me he’s not a good person anymore
I won’t forget all the words, all the gestures, all the stupid things we said
I won’t forget all the time we spent together
I won’t forget the hugs, the kisses, the funny stories
The show in Lyon will stay a special memory for me
I will always remember your smiling faces and how fun it was
Next time, let’s break the boat together !!!
I love all the new songs so much
There are so perfect, so beautiful
Some lyrics mean so much to me
And…. I can’t get enough of the old songs and Dio songs
Thanks for my wedding song
I will never tired of all of this
I can’t believe it’s over…

Thanks to my dear friend
Thanks to the staff who made a syuper great job
Thanks to Syu, Tetsuto, Erina
And thanks to Mikaru, the light of my life
I already miss you
I already miss everyone
Please come back soon !!
I love you
♡

I can’t believe I’m so stupid and… useless and…

I shouldn’t have gone to that tour

I knew it would be like that when I would be back home

What I am and for who ?

I like and do stupid and useless things no one cares about

It’s great to have friends
I guess
Talking, sharing and doing things

And none of these things I’m writing have sense ↑
All of this is nonsense
But I’m stupid and crazy you know so…

I told you to be careful
But this is nothing to do with “being careful”

I leave for Paris and London in two weeks for Dio Tour
And I’m so scared to travel…  (/ω＼
You can’t even imagine
It were going to be one of the best times of this year
And now… ?
I souldn’t focus on this soooo much, I know right
But I can’t help watching news
I can’t help being scared
Of course, I was already stressed before the begining of this week
I realized it is quite useless to try to talk
Yeah I guess I will feel better in few days or few weeks
I know I shouldn’t think like that
But… I can’t help ^^’
My friend told me it’s beaause it just happened
Because I’m afraid and angry
Because it’s everywhere and we see/hear it everywhere
And she’s right !
But still I just can’t help ><
I’m just SUPER troubled
If it wasen’t for Dio and Mikaru I wouldn’t go
You can now guess how much I love them ! (´• ω •`) ♡

Also…
I received some “Ask” from several people asking if I was okay, in a safe place, or telling me things like  "if you need anything your friends are there", etc
I don’t know why but… I’m unable to answer -.-
Thanks Tumblr ?
I don’t know why it doesn’t work but…
I’ve decided to do it here
First, thank you for your messages
Many of you don’t know but I don’t live near Brussels
So, yeah, I’m okay, I’m in a safe place -I guess-
My friends and family are ok too
Physically, I’m fine
Mentally, it’s something else ^^’
Then,
You were asking if I need something…
Well… XD
I need spring, flowers, cute stuff
I need cats, dogs, adorable animals
Music, video games, Tales of
Friends…. Because There are people I love soooo much !
Chocolate
All the positive things I can get (/^-^(^ ^*)/ ♡

Anyway
Thank you for caring and asking ! ♡