Dio – Page 2 – Carry Dawn

I can’t realize it’s over
I can’t
It’s not okay
I wish I’ve could stay with them, with him…
Like…. Forever ? ^^
You won’t understand and I don’t care you don’t

I don’t want to go home
Even though my feet hurt, my back hurt, my head and my legs are in the same condition
I’m like super-super tired
My body and my soul are broken
I think my ears too
My wallet is crying
But I didn’t want
Don’t want to get my problems back
Don’t want to be back to work in two days
I didn’t realize things went so fast and it’s difficult…
First day is Paris and it”s “OMG I can’t believe they are there in front of me again ! OMG OMG it can’t be true !!”
The second day is London, it’s “OMG it’s so great, even better than yesterday, it’s perfect, eveyrthing is okay it’s not the last show, one left ! “
And then, a week later it’s Colmar and it’s “this is gonna be the last show for me… Don’t cry and let’s enjoy this show like we’ll die right after.”
But you cry during “Last dance”, you cry during “Carry Dawn” and you cry when they leave the stage even though everything is perfect…
Then, this is the after, and many things are said, many things are made, and no one will know
But after all of this you realize you have to say goodbye and it’s….
You leave because you have to but… it’s still almost okay, you just had a perfect time so you’re still happy, sad but happy…
And finally… there is the day after….
I can’t even talk about it
Everything was so perfect
My only regret is not trying harder for Germany
I planned this tour for several months
And I was like “yeaaaah 3 shows, it’s perfect!!”
So so yeaaah “You’re so lucky for going to see them 3 times, some people can’t even go, you’re so selfish” blah blah blah
Yeah I know I’m never satisfed and selfish
Yeah yeah
But I tried so hard and give my best to organize my journey !
I never did this for a band before
But things happen too quickly
I should have try harder for Koln and Munich
Because it’s Dio, just because it’s Dio
I don’t even know if I will see Ivy, Erina and Kei again
I don’t even know if they will be together
I don’t even know if I will meet Denka again or if he will simply become Syu again
And I don’t even fucking know if I will see Mikaru again !
And don’t tell me it’s obvious !
It’s not !!